Arrr… Alot going in my mind… It seems like things are getting more complicated.
Lord, can ask you for help…
I’m lost, lost in the direction toward my future… How can I cope with my work without know where I be heading…
Lord…
A little thanks you
Today get to attend a church service. It comes after a long invite. haha…
As i wasn’t prepare yet. And I didnt want to keep it from my parent.
Just that I’m still seeking for a internal peace seeking for someplace which suit me.
I still wanting freedom. Not confront to anything.
I want a place to know myself even better and help me be someone better.
Lord, although I have yet to walk along with you but really thank you for all you did.
You have calm me down, letting me know a little more bout you and your kingdom, you have listen to my prayer and they are being answer.
Thank you and I respect you as who you are up above.
But please give me time to oberve, to learn, to adapt and more importantly my family.
Very much that I believe in you but kindly give me more time for my family and me.
My family are very important to me as they are the closest to me and they being taoist all their life.
One family cant have a mixed of too much religion which is what i find.
I do not wants to forget my roots. I also wish to walk with you in your kingdom where i can find internal peace.
To me, I cant handle stress nor pressure. I do not wish to be in the limelight.
For me, a simple life with financial freedom and no worries for my family is more important for me. Of course, I seek for internal peace. I do not like feeling a heavy stone in my heart. it like holding me back.
I do not like to feel guilty and I never like doing what my parent disapprove.
But I have a long road ahead and I need to walk alone at different crossroad hence I need to source for my own way.
Thank you for today. Allow me to take time to walk toward you, lord.
Arrrr…. I wonder if coffee has that effect on me now or I’m really too stress… My eye are still widely open… Worse I keep turning n tossing in bed… When can I get to sleep… It like I already do not have enough sleep. Why are u all still torturing me… Arrr pls sleep!!! My precious body pls turn off all the parts especially my eye n mind. Pls sleep!!!
arrr….. so stressful that I wake up so many time thinking bout work…
shit life i had….
work suck but i love every end of the month and I hate the beginning of the next month:(
haiz….
wow… It been a long time since I tumblr.
And so much have went thru this few month…
So many to say and list down…
Reson for not been in tumblr for soooooo long is that
I really don’t have time.
I had a change of job, more challenging more to handle…
Wonder if I could take it…
however, it been 4 long month since I’m here…
Feeling unreal but it took a big turn in my life.
Back to customer service line where: Customer is always right!
It suck, I hate this word. But do we have a choice.
There bound to be any kind of person in this world.
There is also situation where we cant predict. Of coz, there be a way around but for a soft spoken person like me is always been bully.
Which is why I only like desk bound job, I wonder can I still handle this much.
Really trying my best to handle my stress.
Knowing very well that whenever I’m stress, I slim down.
But this time round it too fast and I can really dun eat the whole day and still feeling full.
No longer tempted to any food nor my favourite.
Just that everyday I still trying my hardest to finish a meal =.= that suck.
Really suck to be me!!!
Customer of mine are damn %*&^%*$*^$
haiz, why is there so many rich people around and boss other around so much.
There is few which is humble and nice.
But why is the world that unfair where the rich only get richer
while people like us in low or middle range are struggling.
And some are hard to pass by each meal.
Feeling horrible but there is nothing I can do.
and that what we called - LIFE!
Shit Life!
The world isnt even fair to start with.
Walao, after so long I’m back at tumble to vent out everything and complain…!!!
Feeling a little bit better, as no one really understand or know how stress I am in.
Lastly,
some family issues which leave me running up and down.
Giving me some hard time.
It Lunar New Year and it Dragon year so wishing all A very Happy New Year.
It the water dragon hence this year have lots of rain.
In the year of rabbit, rabbit are already suay not very good plus this dragon year it got worse.
We always like to say next year will be better than this year.
And when New year arrive, this year will be much better than last year.
Then as time goes by, this year suck and next year will be better.
We are all lying to ourselves year after year :(
But we are still saying this haha….
For Rabbit in the year of Dragon, everything is NO good….
Wealth - Empty, do not invest, no luck, no gamble
Health - Old issues will recalled again
Love - Empty, fight with partner, for single - still be single.
Career - Talk less, work more. Talk more will only cause more trouble.
Haiz so this year suck to.
Will 2012 come to an end???
haiz I also dun know but do hope so.haha
